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Trying to connect with the world a few words at a time

Merciless Love

I could look into your eyes

Until I go blind

I could listen to you speak

Until I go deaf

I could kiss you

Until I can't breathe

You could be the death of me

But it would be so sweet

So love me without mercy, and without reprieve

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Clarity

I've pondered about love

Trying to piece it's meaning together

When she came along and made a mess of me

Suddenly I was filled with clarity 

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Perseverance

She lies there on her bed

Eyes red from all tears shes cried

She lies there wondering how she has survived this long

Survived living this little lie

I see through the pain she tries to hide

The glow in her eyes gone

Radiance in her beauty dimmed by the sadness in her life

She sits there alone staring at the knife

Wanting to end this charade

To show the world all the pain she hides away

Putting on this show day by day

Everyday getting slower then last

She lies there in her room

Losing her mind

Her tears flowing forth endlessly

Her pains rising tremendously

She cries upon deaf ears

I hear her cries

Want to reach over and rip off her mask

Want to show the world the pain she really feels

Want all her wounds to heal

She dries her eyes

And puts on her intoxicating smile

She fools her surrounding with this cryptic happiness

Words that seem to bounce off her, sink in and refuse to leave

Can't express her true feelings

I see through what she tries to hide

See through all that she denies

Lies there staring at the ceiling wishing to break through it

Want to reach out my hand and take away from the hell her life has succumb to

Want to take her far far away from her pains

Away from her worries

Away from her sorrow

Want to wake up and tell her shes just been living in a dream

Tell her that what she thought was reality

Was just talk of profanity

She lies there in her room

On the edge of insanity

On the edge of breaking down and showing what she truly feels

I see through all of her lies

See through this act she puts on

See through that feigned happiness

She lies there in her room

And she cries

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Crime Scene

Bodies everywhere

Not a single heart left here

No one left to tell the tale except one

Eyes wide sitting in the corner

She came in like a whirlwind

Wreaking of sin

She came near

And the ice in his drink melted

Unless you've seen her you've never felt it

Your heart leaves so does control

Everyone under her hold

Beauty about which you've only been told

Eyes out of a dream

Every time she leaves it's like a crime scene

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Love & Death

Wounded, shattered, broken

Left for dead out in the open

The air stolen out of my lungs

The last time we kissed

Left here gasping

Grasping onto dissipating hope

The light fades into darkness

As you walk away

Pleading, begging, wishing

For one more kiss, one more touch

Even just a look into your wheat colored eyes

Eyes that could see right through my flaws

See through my walls

And love the parts of me I didn't know existed

To have a single word you utter

Reach my ears

The soothing sound of your voice

That I shall hear no more

As the life flees from my body

I want you to know

I love you more than I could ever say

Getting to see you every day

Made me thankful every morning I awoke

If you're truly gone

I pray in the morning

I shall not wake

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Self Love

I spent so much time thinking about the love I gave others

That was never reciprocated

Only to realize I was waiting to receive

The love I never gave myself

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Weird

Her weirdness

Isn't weird to me

Her quirks

Aren't quirky to me

They're the treasures about her

That she no longer needs to bury deep

They're what I've searched the whole world hoping to find

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Given Up On Love

This is the end of the road for me

I can't go any further

I've tried as hard as I can

All to no avail

Nothing but a trail of failure lingers 

So why bother anymore?

I know I can be everything you've ever dreamed

Give you everything you've ever wanted

Thinhs you didn't know you needed

But you'll never know

Watch me as I go

Cause I've given up on love

No, I'm not ever coming back

Too many cracks on my heart

I gotta go before it completely falls apart 

All the hope I ever had has faded

Now I walk away cold and jaded

Constabtly on the back burner

Only here to pick up the pieces of your heart he  breaks

But now I'm done pick the pieces up yourself

I know I can be everything you've ever dreamed

Give you everything you've ever wanted

Things you didn't know you needed

But you'll never know

Watch me as I go

Cause I've given up on love

No, I'm not ever coming back

Too many cracks on my heart

I gotta go before it completely falls apart

All the hope I ever had has faded

Now I walk away cold and jaded

Used to ask myself what's wrong with me

But now I gotta know

What's wrong with you?

How can you be so blind?

This is it, this is the last stop for me

Time to turn back around

Gotta pick myself up off the ground

I know I can be everything you've ever dreamed

Give you everything you've ever wanted

Things you didn't know you needed

But you'll never know

Watch me as I go

Cause I've given up on love

No, I'm not ever coming back

Too many cracks on my heart

I gotta go before it completely falls apart

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